After a long time passing without writing on this blog, I feel like it's finally the right moment. Previous year was quite a tough one considering the last year's exams and all the negativity that flew in the air because of that. Moreover it was the year that friends left, others betrayed and others stayed. As years pass you will realise a fact that you are unable to understand when you are at a young age. You will see that the number of your fingers in both hands is bigger than the number of honest and loyal people. And start thinking: " Why should all this things happen to me? Why my past cannot be erased and my memory start from 2012's May? Why my past has to affect my present?" And you questions obviously cannot be answered. You are the only one who knows what you are feeling, what's on your mind, how much you suffer when you hurt the person you love. He cannot see that, he can only see what you let him see with your acts. And what happens when you are a person that faces a difficulty in letting his inner world out? That is the moment when the misunderstandings happen and you hurt him (as I mentioned before). And you feel like you can do nothing but cry and hide even more than before and it's wrong, it's so wrong to do that. You should act in a total different way. You should speak, scream, let him know everything you feel and show him, this is the magic word --> show ! Don't let yourself destroy everything you have patiently built with this person. Show him how much you adore him, how much he means to you and all the magic that you hide. Don't let the evil get in, wash all the but stuff away and show only love! This is the only way to save your world, your life (namely HIM). You are the only one that can lead things to the wrong side and the only to redirect them because you are the only persons who feels your own feelings.
ps: I love you
ps: I love you

